My heart breaks for you. Loss of your dear husband and all these health issues must seem and impossible burden. I wish words could make it better.

I just want you to know we are here and are really good listeners. I've found just voiceing concerns eases the mind a teeney bit. Post as often as you need.

Just keep pushing at those docs. The squeeky wheel and all that. There is truth to that. Big hugs of kindness and concern.