I'm so sorry that you're in so much pain, redtail.
Just wanted to send you a message before I get offline to get dinner organized here. We're ahead of you over here on the east coast. I've got some major problems with my neck arms and shoulders myself. Pain can wear a person down. I'm sorry to see you're so sad. Hope you get some real answers soon and that your doctors work out some way of helping you deal with the really bad pain days and nights.
take care there.
Lara