Considerthis, one of my close friends ip was an overeater and had way more then 100 to loose. ANyhow we shared a common bond in that we used food in a destructive way. I think many outsiders don't realise that in some overweight people that its not about the food but the reasons behind. I still sometimes go to OA have you ever been? It was weird in the start for me especially when I was so underweight but really its such a welcoming community and really you learn your not alone and how to cope for a better life. I do feel nutrition and health is the start to a better life and goals. I hope you keep working toward your goal for health. Look in colors there is no good or bad food. Everything in moderation and that goes for other life things too.