Hi Rina: I do not have PN so I cannot imagine the physical pain you go thru. I am so sorry that you are suffering. You pulled my heart out when I read your post. Please Rina..vent thru NeuroTalk. So many people are here for you! We are all here to suport each other and to help see each other thru our rough times. If you can just keep posting! I find that when I am sad..I post it..the members here carry me thru...with a little help from above! Stress really gets me...my diabetes gets much worse and I feel so sick when my sugars are not in control....then I feel sad. We are all so glad that you are here and we want to help. Sending you lots of hugs!! Take care and keep posting!!!! Dorrie