Big hugs and sorry I wasn't here when you really needed them but I can see that you were in good hands. I'm so glad you vented here...sometimes life just sucks and we need to say so. How do you like the new dr? Have you told your daughter how you feel about the purse strings? It sure is understandable and I'd feel the same way but if you can talk to her about it, it might help some. Anyway, remember that we love you here and want you to feel better both in body and soul.