I do hope that you come out of the depression. I have just recently gotten through that myself. I shut myself in my room....but not until I blew my top with everyone......drank 3 beers and was I out like a light!!

I don't drink so it hit me like a lead weight! But I sure felt better the next day. Hey! Everyone left my crazy @$$ alone!!! Things will get better soon Sweetie.
Love ya Kimmy!
Sheryl