Hi Credo and welcome to NeuroTalk. What a journey you've had! I'm so sorry.
But you've found an excellent place full of caring and supportive people. It sounds to me like maybe you'd find the Traumatic Brain Injury forum helpful. YOu can find it right here.
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forumdisplay.php?f=92
I'm glad you found us.