Venting about my friend I've been caring for since beginning of July who is terminally ill. Consider the little time I've known him I sure have been doing plenty these last 6 weeks or so.

I am really starting to believe that Doug is taking me for granted lately. I got upset with him this morning for exhibiting that very same attribute. I have really started to say the no word so much lately. He seems to be doing a lot better on his own this week anyway that I don't feel the least bit uncaring by saying no. Anyway, I come 1st so that's the way it'll be. I just got out of being tied down to a man when my divorce went through that I sure as the devil don't need a male friend tying me down like Doug.