I don't know where to begin, I guess I'm just upset and wanting to type my frustrations, my down feelings, my depression back sliding. I'm active in my church, including two Bible studies during the week as well as choir. When all this is put on hold for the summer months, it's hard for me to feel even interested in attending services, however when I go...I get so much out of it and feel so much happier when I come home.

I think a lot of the feelings of depression right now are money related. Hubby's working and loves his work, just not quite making enough to cover all the monthly bills, so we're having to dip into the savings little bit every so often. I don't work because of my Trigeminal Neuralgia.

I love my church family, but often feel that a simple phone call to them would appear as if I was wanting to dump all my problems on them..when many are much worse off than I.

Once Sept. arrives, everything will be back into the weekly routines..but for right now, it's hard to keep my chin up.