Saturday was a day from hell....it was a day I spent in bed crying most of the day until 6pm....crazy??????????????? or about to crack!!!!
I am anxious about workers comp as they have found me a job within totally lame restrictions despite my doc saying I can't work....ok get it already....I am being forced back to a full time nursing job. I can't work for pete's sake I can't even cook a meal without wanting to lie down for a while. I can't always wash or clean in the same day I mean myself....lol......
I am tired of having to jump through hoops no pun intended to get comp to know I am DISABLED from work. How many notes from my doc does it take and how many tears from me!!!!
ok no more pitty party...my man got me out of bed not telling you how
and we ended up going to see harry potter in IMAX was amazing but now cant wait for the next one.
next day feel a bit better but not me....when will I come back....I think I have been lost and now gone for good...the old me the new..not so improved me is in grief of job loss and the one they offered is the one I was going to university for my dream job!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
idiots....
I have to rewrite my life and myself....I guess Fida kahlo (artist) could do it with her pain! She was a mexican artist with chronic back and leg pain who did really neat surreal paintings of herself in pain
http://the-athenaeum.org/art/detail.php?ID=23082
VERY GRAPHIC BE CAREFUL GUYS!!!! NO KIDS
http://www.mystudios.com/women/klmno/kahlo_self.html
http://www.mystudios.com/women/klmno...e-of-hope.html
http://abcgallery.com/K/kahlo/kahlo57.html
http://abcgallery.com/K/kahlo/kahlo61.html
http://www.oceansbridge.com/oil-pain...58802&xSec=616 (GRAPHIC CONTENT)
found this too...not frida
http://www.painexhibit.com/Themes/bu...ksonormal.html
http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/health/2268417.stm
http://www.pain-topics.org/gallery.php
ok I may have to try this art thing AGIAN i suck but hey it is all in the eye of the beholder and I darn well behold
love and blessing to ya'll
hugs,
Victoira