Here's the point for some of us....2009 is two years away. That's for phase III. Much more work to do after that. By the time NTN is on the market, some of us will die. Yesterday we grieved for a 32 year old.

This isn't about how positive one can sound and shooting thank you darts. It's about life and death and the injustice of it all.

GDNF could have been on the market and sometimes staying positive is asking a bit too much. Today could be one of those days for me.

It goes without saying that I have the highest hopes for a successful outcome of the ceregene trial. I also have faith in miracles....and don't like the words 'give up'.

paula