still looking for a PT... not too sure what to do. Most want $100. I have one guy who was recom. to me for $70 in fountain valley I believe. It's in my email. I'll probably start with him next week. I gotta rap stuff up with my endocrinolgist first before I start PT. I really really need it though, my arm and back and neck is killing me. Ive been getting really depressed about the whole thing. At work today I felt like running out of the store because I was in so much pain. I just started there too and it already feels like the work is too strenuous and hard to cope with....

sigh, how did THIS become my life? What the heck happened to just being a pain free child, running around and enjoying things? I don't even feel like I can get through most days and the days seem like an endless agony of physical pain and mental stress.