Gromlily,

You could not have said things better if you tried......it is true for me anyway I check to see if things are better.....or some miracle has healed me and I can do the things I used to do....like make my toilet and tub sparkle....... but it is just a bad idea so one day the toilet gets it the next the tub....and I am usually in it.....lol...ok a little freaky but what the heck!!

Thanks so much to all for support and the realism....still not talking to Dad but went to a meeting tonight and a minister started talking about being kind and talking things out....me in tears....and needing to fix the broken strings of life.....I think he just can't cope wiht the fact that his lil girl is injured and may never be able to work......and I must too face this fact..

love and hugs to you all!! Where would I be without you all....crying and taking lots more vallium!!!! lol

thanks again,
love Vic