Resqgirl...I'm really sorry that you are still feeling so bad.

I've been following your recent posts, and it hurts me to see someone in this much pain. Especially when it's this kind of pain.

I've been there. When I was misdiagnosed with lymphoma a while back, it actually made me feel HAPPY for a while, because I believed that my problems might finally be coming to an end. I don't think that illness hurts as bad as the emotional pain that goes along with it.

I know we're not buds or anything, so this may sound cheap, but I have been worrying about you for the last few days. I hope things get better for you. I hope you can pull out of this slump. I hope you get to keep your job, but that's not as important as your health and happiness.

Please keep posting, and if it helps, throw all the broken pieces out here in the open where we can try to help you sort them out...

Idealist