Hi,
Thanks for letting me vent and for offering your insight.

Today I stayed home and slept the whole day -- never even got dressed.
On Monday they gave me the key to the new office and I requested new paint and stuff.
Also, I have been thinking about how to arrange the furniture and decorate the walls.
So I'm there.
My ex-office mate will manage on his own.
I've been practicing distance with him for years now. (He's got personality issues waaaaaay beyond his depression/anxiety/bipoalr.)
But it's not my fault that I understand him more than anyone else at work does. I think that is what my problem is. I know what is going on.
I will keep working on distancing.
Mari