Steff you did what you thought was right at the time. None of us can tell the future. I wish that we could go back and do things differently but we cant. I also hope that things turn around for you soon. The only other suggestion i could make is to find out who are the big names in whatever fields you need information from and email them or call. YOu would be surprised that many of them do get back to you. I did this with serious orthopedic injury my wife had that didnt heal for 3 years.