Beth,
I also feel the guilt of not being able to do the things I did before. I had always taked care of my family. You need to go to counseling. I can't afford it at all, but you can find a place that works on a sliding scale. They only charge what you can afford. I started 3 weeks ago and it really helps. Memory is a big issue with me and half the time I don't even know what I have said. Hang in there.

Sue K.