Okay. I had a thoughtful reply all put together and you messed it all up on me, Doydie! LMAO!!!!! Just look for a dealer, dippy! Still LOL! I've seen a couple via friends' jobs and it was a rude awakening... a powerful reminder of how glad I am to be single! LOL!!!!!

I love roller coasters so much that even though I know I will suffer for half an hour after they hoist me out, I just have to do it!

Gret, what a thought-provoking question. Have you been in the FB again?

It's funny because as you know, I have been in a race against time and this disease for the last few years. I have put the bulk of my energy and resources into doing everything I ever wanted or hoped to do. I've had some feelings of reluctance over my roadtrip this fall knowing that it's probably my last one. I think for me, the majority of my struggles are now the kind from within. I think I've done most everything; I need to make peace with myself over the changes that are beyond my control, and the ones that I need to make, but don't want to face.

Gret, please believe me when I tell you that "wishIhadda's" seriously suck and regret lasts forever.