Thanks for everyones input. I agree if they don't see it, can't fix it, kind of brush you off. I have been lucky to find good doctors. Have Dr. Togut who did a wonderful job on my surgery which I screwed up. My local neurologist is who sent me to him through Dr. Schwartzman. My local doc is great and understanding of pain but I want more. Sorry if I'm asking too much. I know we all want more. I don't want to go to the pharmacy and get looked at like "Your'e here again!" It makes you feel worse than you already do. I've had a pharmacist call doctors because they didn't think anything was wrong with me and didn't want to fill my script. Called another pharmacy and told them not to fill them. How humiliating!

MarkA sense of humor is VERY important in all of this. It's one of the only ways you can get by, besides this site.

Thanks everybody, Linda