thanks everyone. I can't read much now because my head is hurting so bad. I've had 2 so far and another tomorrow and i t looks like another 3 next week. It's a strange feeling I have in my head right now I can't even describe it. It's all jumbled up anc cottony, for lack of a better word. The day of the treatment I sleep most of the day and don't remember much of it at all. I've been getting sick from the anesthesia and I just start to feel okay and it's time again. I'm so drained.

I'm doubting myself for doing this right now. they told me they aseked me who was the President of the US and I said Bill Clinton. I just hope this is doing some good because right now I feel like not only have I lost my mind but my memory. I can't even remember my cat's name.

I can't repeat it enough how much all of you mean to me. Everytime I come here it brings tears to my eyes and I don't feel so alone.

But for now, I'm off to sleep.............zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. I do have good meds that knock me out. but tomorrow it's time for round 3. I'll try to get back on here over the weekend.

but mind or no mind, for the room.