Hi Curious! Yes it was a wonderful gift wasn't it! I want to start something in it now but I can't. I jsut feel so sad that thinking about even wonderful things pulls at my heart....the tears well up in my eyes and I need to stop. I am so afraid of losing my Grama. She has always been so loving and kind. Her heart is so full of love for all of us. My family have been so blessed to have had such a wonderful person as our Grama. I have not lost very many people close to me in my life. Two granfathers have passed. One I was close to...that was 20 years ago. I have been lucky not to have to deal with death as much as most people but I do not think that I am ready for anything to happen to Grama. I do not know that I could handle that...far too painful to think about. I truly love her so so much. Sorry for babbling . for you Curious...Dorrie