I wonder if this is really number 50 or did I lose track somewhere....
I wonder how long this train is that I am under....
I wonder that I no longer care... it's been running over me for so long that i'm getting used to getting run over...
I wonder why the harshest of words are sometimes what's needed to make us open our eyes....
I wonder that i sat at my doctors office for 3 hours today... after he saw me.... I just couldn't leave....
I wonder if you all know that I have so many wonders but they don't make a lick of sense right now...
I wonder if BJ knows that I sooo admire her strength and courage!!!
I wonder at Alffe... bouncing on her bed to get the spidey webs...
I wonder if I can just leave a BIG HUG for all...

and go now...
Abbie...