I wonder if my friends will be fed to the wolves if I take a break from all of this.

I wonder who will protect my friends when I'm gone.

I wonder if any human beings would ever try to protect them - with more than just prescripted words of encouragement.

When I die......

I wonder if it's okay if no one finds out.

I wonder if it's okay if no one knows where my body went.

I wonder if it's okay to tell them not to hunt down my grave.

I wonder why people want to leave me alone while I'm alive, but threaten to keep me company after I die.

I wonder why I wish I never posted my photograph here.