Alffe

No, I'm not feeling any better - only more alone. A while ago I asked my sister and a few very close friends around here to take a look at a board where my friends and I are getting beaten up and threatened.

I never got any feedback from them, so I asked if the link worked. Asked again for some feedback.

Apparently, they didn't do much reading. One friend never responded. The only responses I got were "that's great!" "I'm sorry you're sick" and "I've been busy - please remove anything you've said about me because that's not really true." If it's not really true, then why did she tell me it was - why did it play out like it was really true? I can't really do that because I don't know how to search the site, and it was said sometime after 11/06. She knows how sick I am and knows my vision is bad. She knows I'll also have to start all over defending myself if I go back and edit/delete posts over the last 5 years.

If my sister's main concern is her own personal life (which everyone already knows about), it doesn't say much about her concern for me. If they think those people who want to destroy my grave and sharpen their dog's teeth to keep me away is "great," it looks like I don't really have any friends or family at all.

All I really have in this world is an old/sick dog, sick husband, and a cat who likes to bite me. I can't keep dumping this on my husband, and my dog gets sick when I'm upset or start to cry.