Oh, I know they know it really can't be in my head, but I think they just want it to go away...and then there are days where I guess they just don't want to deal with the reality of it and its easier to just try to pretend it doesn't exist.

My family loves me. The know that prior to this I had probably never taken as much as 5 tylenol in my entire life. Had a 10.5 lb baby without any medication. And NOW...Im popping as much neurontin as I can stand, take OTC PM medication to sleep (which I would have NEVER done), taking 4 ibuprofen at a time....I have such an aversion to meds that they are in shock, but what they dont know is this: If I were not so afraid of becoming a drug addict I would literally take ANYTHING to dull the pain for just a few hours!

In reality, I think they are just scared for me and don't know what to say or do....so they try to make me be "normal" again!