Hello Barbara, welcome!
I imagine how are you feeling, although many of your pains are not the same as mine. You said that you are on your 3 year anniversary. I'm still on my first year, did'nt complete one year from the diagnosis of MG. Sometimes, when I think how I'm worst compared with the beginning, the fear comes and also the sadness. But lately I'm trying to think in a different way (I don't know if I'm doing this in fact.) Did your MG worse in a severe way from the first year till now?
I hope you find this a good place to share your experiences and feel that you can be heard here and there is always someone to give you a word.
Wishing you well
Bluestone