I'm still here - I appreciate the concern and the PM's - and I am trying to hold it together.... my private disability review is going NOT WELL - fueled by a very grumpy doctor yesterday who decided he would end his bad day by making mine one... it worked..... his comments will get me immediately cancelled unless he amends them - and since they arent even true - he should - but actually making it happen is another thing.... if I cant get this resolved - I fear I will be out on the corner with my cat tied to my wheelchair and a cooler of Ensure..... in a very short period of time here......

So yea - I'm very stressed - and worried - and tired - but trying to pull it together for tomorrow whe I see my GP and ask if he can intervene on my behalf.... I also found an advocay group if he cant facilitate any action that may help.

So hanging in there for now