BwithT ~ ~
I've also been checking your post all the time thinking you would have an answer from some one smarter than I am.

I don't have the physical 'problems' you are dealing with now but I sure understand how you feel. I understand how you can be so hideously alone in a group of people.

Now - at 7:20 in the morning I'm crying again ...... I'll be back later..... and whine some more.
I do think other people will be here to talk to you.