MimiI am sorry you are here but welcome. You must find a doctor who will listen to you and give you meds if that is what you need. I know what it is like to be in pain and not know what to do. You need to live a fairly"normal" life. Everyone needs to get up each day and do routine things without being in pain. I hate taking meds but can't live without them right now. You may need someone to talk to, a psychologist perhaps to help. Just taking sleeping pills will only help you sleep, not survive the day. I hope you can find someone to listen to you and help.

Linda