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Originally Posted by AfterMyNap
Okay, Beth, it looks like you've given the decision a lot of thought and you have applied the guidance offered by your trusted advisors.
When you're ready, feel free to tell us how you feel about the decision.  |
I just woke up wondering if this is the right decision. I'm sure it is just my devils advocate side always arguing both sides, so much so, I paralyze myself with indecision. I'm notorious for letting life sweep me up and being disappointed with the results.
I'm so ready to tell him, that I'm leaving. I hate feeling like I am keeping alive hope for him.
After he knows, I can start going through my stuff openly. I can talk to friends in the dart community that know us both. I'm the only one he brought into the world of darts, by my request. So everyone who knows me connects me to him.
What to do, what to do?
