Dirk sounds like a real doll...I am so happy for you. Thank goodness the MRI is done. You must feel so relieved. Your mother really has you on a merry-go-round.
I hope uping the lamictal helps big time. Our mood swings don't help us in our psychological problems....it is awful not to have a firm footing but to constantly be swinging in one direction and then another......I insulate myself so much because of them which doesn't help other problems. The thought of leaving my apartment is a herculean task.
Best wishes....and of course hugs
Bobby