Just got back from a short visit with my 91 yr. old Aunt and my brother,
who came down from Mi.,haven't seen him in 4 yrs.,think my Aunt told
him i dying to get him to Hannibal Mo. And Kmeb holy cow..I want you to
know i've been through the same thing lately,and it scares the h-ll out
of you.....My biggesst fear and i'm serious,is to be on the street in my
wheelchair with a Gucci bag,is that how you spell it Mel. ..I can't sleep
because of the threats of Dissability people...Well no that's wrong,it's
staff and nitwit Drs.

Mel every state is different,that's why my children,who will have to get
over it,won't talk to me...I can't move by them,because it's 2 easy to lose
everything. A whole new set of Dr.s it would just wear me out...


So God love you Kmeb you have to be terrified,so slow down,(i hate when
people say this to ME)...Stay with us because i'm selfish and i need you
and you need us. You love where you are,Bob grew up there and spent
most of his life there,now he said he could never go back,wear's you out.
But he said it has good hospitals,and he worked in one for 27 yrs.
There'.s one thing i have is a house it's in Columbia,Mo. if you ever need a
home,just let me know...Well ok it's my kids home,but my rearend is in it.
And believe or not Bob has to drink ensure in between small meals.
Karen we will all be ok honey,won't we,well somebody say YES,your family
is here. Hugs,prays and anything else i'm to tired to think of..

I think we need that commune and now..... Sue