well after four loads of laundry, washing the front door and doing more laundry, folding, cleaning up after kitty....doesn't always get done every day ...sorry Shady bear.....bad bad mommy.....who dosn't feel well all the time... I am a mess today....pain, agony of muscle spasms.....ya'll know!! idiot idiot idiot..... why oh why do I do this to myself.....


now have to vent
I am dealing with such poo poo from comp as they are telling me i am able to go back to work with restrictions of ridiculous things that I can't even do here at the home never mind at a full time job....cant even tolerate a car ride over two hours without wanting a nap....or the need to move like a trapped bug....

I now have to go to a family doc who really doesn't know me well and ask him to say he agrees with the notes from my specialist to say that I am unable to work at all. I am furious at having to have to go through all of this. I have the medical from my specialist to say I can't work but they ..the Infamous THEY at comp have decided without laying eyes on me or seeing how I live or seeing the drugs I am on or considering I have not nursed in five years!!!!!!!! they.....so I am sore and ticked off....

ok rant over feel a migraine coming on....blue cheese earlier or the work yesterday likely the work......got to take my meds and perhaps lie down....
thanks for reading my rubbish....

you guys all rock....oh and can't feel my arm now from typing

much love to ya'll
Victoria