The onset of this was so sudden for me, that I almost could not deal with it. Have a great faith in God yet found myself wanting to go to sleep and not wake up, the pain has been that severe. I have watched my sister cry in the same pain and say she wished she could take her life and have felt the same. Some days I am very depressed because my life has changed so greatly and I have begged God to give me a chance to recover. ALWAYS, ALWAYS, I come to the conclusion that IF GOD BROUGHT ME TO THIS...HE WILL BRING ME THROUGH IT. I AM A SURVIVOR and I won't let it beat me. And then I read the posts here...and see so many who can relate...and so many who have it so much worse...all of you are such a blessing. My sister and I are not alone after all!!

I hope each of you have a great weekend and a PAIN FREE ONE....I only have access when in the office...so I look forward to reading when I return!