I can't stop yawning tonight and it's early still! Things are going well but I am having a lot of anxiety over things, my hard drive died the other day and it was such a PITA to try to get another one to work. I got lucky and we found an old one that took formatting okay and is now working for me. THis weekend I expect to just go out with Mother and do some shopping like we always do and to go get some lucnh at Wendy's. Today was an okay day if you count not doing much as okay. I wished I could have just gone back to bed but I didn't. I have dishes waiting on me to do them and then my daily chores are all out of the way.

Yesterday I watched American Beauty, anyone seen that? It was on demand on Cinemax and I got depressed over the ending. Worried about my DH dying, we're trying so hard to change the way we eat and all, I just hope it's in time to prevent his prematurely passing. I have to admit I worry about that a lot and it's really hard to think that someday I will be alone, but I know it's true. So I have kind of been fighting depression. Partially that is due to my medications we're trying to tweak a bit so the anxiety gets more under control. My T wants me to work on weaning off the elavil and to try me on paxil to see if that doesn't help me more.

I am glad to be seeing her again. It really helps me to see her and to know that she listens to me and wants to help me makes me feel much better. Hope you all have a great weekend.