i can't remember if i have mentioned my wife is pregnant? to be honest thats probably my life story on here.. i come here when i am at my lowest. this may seem strange but its after posting on here that the love and support you all bring helps pull me back up.
sorry, back to the point i started with.. i'm going to be a dad! 3rd time but this time it feels so strange.
90% is over the moon happy 10% doesnt know how to feel....
the 10% that holds me back ask's " should you feel happy" its 8 months since i lost my dad, my hero, my arch enemy,my hero ,my dad (we've all been there) buts most of all too my two kids , their grandpa....
he loved being "grandpa" ikle shorty's loved him.. bump won't know him...
to be honest, calum, my youngest won't remember him, he's 4, but i am finding it so hard to think bump won't know him at all... got to go crying and typing dont mix

thanks for reading

tc love to all