I know Mari, I had rough times too.
Didn;t help living next door either....
But, as they got older, ill, and passed away, some days I find myself wishing they could come back a day.

I am thinking of you, and really try to find good in the visit, see if you can ask about the grandparents, great grands, getting to know your geneology. I started this just before my Mom passed away and then found out she had tons of old family history clippings. With her gone by then I had no way to know how to expand or personaize it.

My hugs and thoughts are with you
Dianne