Hi all,

I am really starting to feel all kinds of mixed emotions now since last night. My dear friend Doug with the terminal cancer who is very close the end, asked me last night to marry him. Then later on after that when I left for the night he reached for my hand, pulled me close to him and kissed me on the mouth. I use to long to kiss him before now but with him so close to the end those thoughts kind of left my mind.

befuddled2