Hi Lara

Thanks so much for your comments. Yes i know it really is a personal decision with lots of factors to consider. Im just seriously torn between wanting to experience being a mum as everyone says what an amazing experience it is and there is nothing else like it and afraid that my health could suffer as a result.
I have been trying to find people to talk to in the medical field. I tend to visit naturopaths. Everyones advise is important to me but sometimes unless someone has experience chronic insomnia for many years where you feel absolutley shattered its hard for them to relate. I will keep searching within myself for an answer - hopefully one day -something/one will help me to make up my mind.
Thanks for your time Lara
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