(((KimmyD))) How well I understand the "stinkin thinkin" ....it's my out. I used to think, it's my ace in the hole...when I can't stand one more minute of my life I'll just end it. And then Michael did that to us and took away my "out".

When you live with the aftermath of a loved ones suicide..any thoughts of doing the same, just goes out the window.

I'm so glad you have this open communication with him and I'm sure you've told him that it will also kill your chances for a happy life if he does this.

I've said it time and again...if someone is hell bent on ending their lives, there really isn't anything, short of locking them away forever, to stop them. They cannot hold loved ones hostage to that threat....but they can be reminded of the love you have for them...over and over. And I know that you do.

My doctor said to me...."Call me before you do something stupid!"

Warm hugs and love. Alffe