First, understand that I can imagine, as a mother myself, why this tears at your heart.

Now I'm gonna give you some tough love. This is not about you, and it's not a reflection on how you raised your son. He is not evil or going against God. He has a neurochemical "miswiring" and truly believes he should have been born a woman.

Please be a true Christian and show your son the love and support he desperately needs. You may be the only one he can turn to during this time of emotional turmoil. Please be there for him, and lean on your faith to deal with your own emotions over this. He needs you now more than ever.

((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))),

LIZARD