I just found this site today and already am finding it a comfort just to know there are people who know how I feel because they feel it too. It gets lonely always trying to be strong and "soldier on" as my efforts were once described. And it's difficult when people expect you to be the same when a disease, or condition, or syndrome, especially one that doesn't show is wreaking havock on your body. My boss once told me in a performance eval.
"I just want the old D. back!" not understanding how often I had prayed for that myself before I came to acceptance.

Thak you all just for being here today. I've had a particularly rough week and you have helped me more than you know. By the way, I'm not real technologically gifted so I may not know my way around but I'll do my best.