makes me wonder the more i reread it. i wonder if what happened 1 1/2 years ago wasn't a stroke at all, but something else. now, that's paranoid for me. hehe. well, i was tested for everything under the sun and they did not find anything wrong with me. it was only after the 5th mri scan that my neurologist said that it had to be a stroke. he's a professor, for god's sakes! i couldn't find any other neuro who would work with me. they're just not willing and they treat as if i'm insane. so, that why i ended up at the university hospital 2 hours away from my home. aaaagh, i hate being a total mystery. it's not my doing. ah, well, sorry for this rant. just had to rant... lol. i was 33 when i had my stroke, and i'm 35 now. i know, it was not supposed to happen. but, it did. ((((((ellie))))) hope it's not broken. your collarbone, that is.