I think, right now I would like to swim again. Dive in my pool and swim like I used to. I would like to have my son put his head on my shoulder, even at 12 he still does, without cringing in pain and telling him he can't. What a bummer. How horrible to tell your child not to rest their head on you. Making sure when my 4 year old and I are walking, she holds left hand, not right. She knows. How pathetic. Just want to be the way I was. That is my dream.