Barb - True what Donna said you and Doug are soul mates.

I believe Doug knew you were there in the ER when you spoke to him.

I know this is so difficult, but you have been his angel and he knows that. Knowing that you where always there for him and did all you could should make you feel at ease with no regrets. Doug will always be watching over you and in your heart.

Take care, go easy, and remember all the times you both laughed together and had good times. Try not to be alone at this time either.

You will need time to grieve, but God will help you through. Have faith.

We are all here for you too.

Nikko