Thanks Mari, I sure didn't feel like it this week, but things WILL get better, I know they will. I talked with my T and she's rx'd me the paxil we've spoken about and I am going to pick it up tomorrow and hope that I should be feeling stronger and less fragile in a few days after I get that AD in my system. I haven't been around because I have been feeling so bad emotionally I didn't want to set anyone else off you know? But slowly I feel better now that we got through this week. We had an inspection to get through and I think we passed, that was so stressful to worry about, man let me tell you, what anxiety I've had this week over that.

I colored my hair today after they left and so I feel a little better, still sat here and cried for twenty minutes on the bed when I was feeling like a failure because of some stuff that happened this week, the usual, I do some stupid thing and can't remember where I moved something, like tonight it was the battery recharger for Jackie's New Bright Hummer we bought him for Christmas three years ago...But Mom will buy us a new one tomorrow so no worries. I am not going to sweat the small stuff.

How are you doing Mari? It's good to see you. How have you been sleeping and how is work going? That co-worker dealing with his own office well by now?