I think it's rough at any age... but I am most frustrated when I think on everything I've missed out on. Even though I have amazing friends who will do anything to help and awesome carers it's not the same as sneaking out of your bedroom window to meet a guy, or going up onto the roof for a sneaky cigarette. Walking in the door and pretending you haven't been drinking. going camping when you should be in class or accidently staying over your boyfriends too long. Instead it's have you got tablets/ carer/ wheelchair/ equipment/ will you be out long/ have you made that appointment/ you can't be serious! you can't sit for more than 2 hours/ where's your brace/ why haven't you got your leg splints on/ Why aren't you on the pressure mattress/ you looked tired I'm turning the computer off now etc etc etc. It is so infuriating.

If you can have the treatment then go for it Ness!!

email you soon babes - my spine is still getting worse and it is driving me nuts so I can't sit for long at the moment at the computer.

Love

Frogga xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx