Thank you

I have been seen by a lot of dif Dr's some are just #$%$^%^ and some have been kind, and understanding but lost on what to do, I just got back from the Clevland Clinci, and they are the ones that gave me the best answers on what is going on, that is what I posted, on here, now I am getting ready to go see my Pain Shink, and talk with him about everything, he is stun also that no one will help me, I am just happy to hear its not in my head, the pain is real, and I know something happen to my brain, also, I can not let my family in, I hide, my feelings, due to I know something is wrong,
my mom ask me why I never smile no more, she is right I lost my smile,
and that was the last time I seen her, they only live 10 mins from me,
that was back in may, I think, dad yells, can not handle that, I miss me, also
and do not know how to get back, to being me, I know it sound crazy but its true, it takes everything just to get out of bed, and then I just sit, fear of falling, witch I do all the time, fear of not being able to open the door just in case of fire, ,can not pull big doors open, to weak, the list gose on and on,
and I only want to eat ICE CRAME!
thank you ,
will keep looking for help

kelly