someplace that understands!!! Believe me I have been to the end of my rope with the knot coming undone and all I can say is the only think is life that is 100% guaranteed is CHANGE. I keep telling myself -This too shall pass, until I got sick of hearing it in my head.

And in answer to your statement that no matter what you do it is not good enough-the only things that matters is you do your very best and that is good enough for now. Sometimes, we need to become our own cheering block and when you need extra encouragement we are here for you. Anytime you feel like talking to someone I will be glad to listen. Just PM me. Hugs and prayers to you!!! Please know we care!!! Carose