Hi carose,
I am lucky to have family and friends, I feel so bad for Randi as she has no one left now.
I can understand her just laying on the bed crying in heart ache.

It is so very kind for you to miss me and care about me.
I am OK, I do have my moments and will never be the same think in long time frame person....day to day person, even moment to moment now.

I have not been really absent, I read, and I have snail mail forum friends and a gal that I call almost everynight we laugh and forget the world for awhile.

My son is taking me to Disney in Oct with wife and grandson, my husband and dd will have her 12 birthday there. Having a big yard sale to get spending money there.

I am so blessed with family and wonderful forum friends!!!
di